As I write this, my nipples, glans and balls are buzzing, and it brings to mind a wonderful session in the spring of 2019. It must have been our fourth or fifth time together, and Mistress Bella had prepared some e-stim, when I turned up with a bag of stinging nettles. The e-stim was forgotten as we experimented and played with nettles on my nipples, glans, balls, between my legs, and in my asshole (and I must confess to having enjoyed the moment when Bella got stung through her glove...).     I was extremely turned on by the whole thing, and loved the feel of the nettles. But it was only after I came that I realised how intense the session had been: my glans felt numb, and my nipples were buzzing as though with electricity, for about three days afterwards. It took me that long to return to normal, to feel normal when peeing, and to have any sensation in my glans. It also showed me how greatly my tolerance for pain increases when I am turned on.   Bella took some pictures, and

The taboo about paying for sexual services seems odd to me. Society finds it acceptable for people to pay for just about anything else. My physically disabled mother, for example, pays money to have people come to her house and do pretty much everything: cleaning, preparing food, feeding her, giving her medicine, washing her, brushing her teeth, inserting and removing catheters, cleaning her bottom, rubbing cream into her skin, cutting her nails, every possible physical service to the human body, apart from anything sexual. If she were younger and wanting sexual release, but unable to help herself due to her disabilities, would it be right to deny her that wish? Surely sexual release is part of good health.   I don’t fully understand why this boundary is drawn. Why should people not be allowed to provide others with something that benefits their health? I realise that people can be exploited, but people in many other occupations are miserably exploited too, and the solution there is

I’ve always been fond of having sex when my partner has her period. Not only is the likelihood of conception down to zero, but she is also more sensitive. I’m only sad that she doesn’t fancy cunnilingus when she’s menstruating – I would have no problem going down on her, but she doesn’t like the thought. But if there are women in Berlin who wish to be licked during their period, I’ll be happy to oblige. Mistress Bella surprised me towards the end of one session by placing me on the floor, sitting above me and pulling a tampon out of her vagina. She was nearly at the end of her period, so the tampon wasn’t very bloody, but it was still nice and tasty when she placed it in my mouth and ordered me to suck on it. What a wonderful idea! The next session was exactly four weeks later, so this time she put her tampon in my mouth before I even got changed, and then put a strip of leather over my mouth to keep the tampon in place – as if I would have let it drop out! Once again, it was a